Nervous

I'm a nervous wreck. I'm sure. I'm sure that I have to do it tomorrow. I've been sure of it for a week, so why am I so scared? I guess I don't really want to lose him, I mean, I feel like it could really work if I wasn't completely lost in this other world. I really, really need this to go as well as humanly possible, but I feel like it will be a huge shock and therefore not go well at all.

HELP ME