I was so scared that I had pushed him away.
I poured out my heart
Now he knows everything there is to know.
I can rest assured that he knows who I am
If this is what he wants, God knows, he can have it
But if it fails
I can live with it, knowing I gave it my all.
After we spoke, sharp objects stopped calling to me
I know in my soul that I have left that path forever.
I can't pin point the moment I stepped in or out of that life
But now I have all that I need.
The way the story goes is I kissed him.
The one that lacked the longing
The unstoppable, uncontrollable urge to fall into his arms and be his forever.
I realized then, to stop my subconscious, it had to come to the surface.
I never again will betray his trust,
If this doesn't work I'll be fine.
But, oh, if it does the light will shine down
And my happiness will continue for all time.
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