how i feel

this is what i just told one of my best friends jeffrey:

it makes me feel really lonely and shit when all other people talk about is their significant others or who they want to be their significant other and i just cant seem to get it together and i get all this shit for being experienced but i dont want to be experienced

id give all that up

if i could just have someone

to walk to class with

to hug when im sad

to hold my hand

to talk to until i fall asleep at night.

thanks Jeffrey, Trevor and Brittani.... I wish i could fully appreciate you.